Welcome Back!

I suppose that’s appropriate.

It’s been a good long break and I don’t know if I have changed after all this while. Well, maybe you can judge for yourselves. I guess I have. I guess I have learnt to accept many things, so that I can now proceed towards a new direction and play with a new flurry of doubts. Aah doubts, my old friend. Good thing about doubts are that once they go, they go forever.

There is some stability in my mind. There’s more certainty. I know, even vaguely if so, what I want out of life. I think calming the hormones early by giving into the temptations is a necessity ;) It works in much more complex ways than you can think!

It has been hectic, and now I want to relax and unwind, mostly. I am even thinking of writing a book. And doing some painting.

There were lots of blog articles on the rack that I had never completed. I’ll try to wrap them up, wherever possible. Sadly, the limitations of human memory will let a few articles remain incomplete forever. Some unsaid words will be lost, leaving no ghosts behind. 

So here begins a train of those few articles that I could give some shape to. Frankly, it is not easy trying to see things from the same eyes that saw a year ago. I look back at myself... so much energy, so much enthusiasm, so much to express, so much spark – all mostly scattered and wasted without any direction. I don’t know why I did not understand, actually I never knew that people can be so serious- but they are! If I would have a time turner like Hermione, I would go back to my old self and tell her, tenderly, lovingly...well, I still don’t think I would understand. Hmm, maybe the experiences were just plain necessary.